Not that it matters

id
tell
you
but
for
now
its a
secret

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shhh
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  • I LOVE WORKING AT KINGDOM OF ZION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    I LOVE HAVING FLATMATES LIKE DYLAN AND BRONNIE!!!
    I LOVE OWNING PART OF A RACEHORSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    I LOVE HAVING A PUPPY AT STUNNING AS KARA!!!
    I LOVE THAT IM FINALY BACK RIDING AGAIN!!!
    annd I LOVE THAT IM BACK TO BEING AS NORMAL AS MY MENTALNESS WILL LET ME BE xD

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i cant spend time with you cuz il remember how much i love you, i wont fall for that trick again.

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i know i said the spending spree myt be over but i couldnt help it. it was such a good oppportunity and something ive wanted for ages sooooo…..i bought part of a race horse. lolx YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! XD

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i went to the gypse markey the other day and i had my tarrot cards read, tbh it was basic but she said something that is now so obvious i guess i wasnt ready to see it before. she told me it was grief, for the loss of my future. the reason ive been so crazy lately and smoking and drinking and breaking ppl up and not caring about anything and ignoring all things horse related. it seems so obvious now. idk i dont think il ever go back to what i was before, it was fun breaking the rules, but at the same time i see how i cant keep going like that either. i sent in a cv to the wildlife park today and they messaged m back an hour later so i have an interview tomoro at 4, and beau comes home on friday, and i was with sumone the other day, i admit i shouldnt have been with, but i felt something, kinda like happy, like i wasnt bord for once. im not sure im so used to not feeling anything, just always getting bord and nothings entertaining. anyway things seem to be happening this week and maybe it is time to let it go and find something new. maybe.

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i moved to town just for something to do, a way to avoid horses and an excuse to be closer to ppl who are bad for me. …and so far its going good.

the only problem is the boring bits, and the problem with the boring bits is that its pretty much all the time, i just cant seem to find anything/ anyone who can keep me entertained, to keep me on my toes and wanting more.

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Aquarius (January 20 -February 18)

lovesexzodiac:

Aquarius is the master of sexual twists and turns. Sex is more of an intellectual experience, rather than physical. Aquarius also fears commitment, so don’t rush the “L” word when with this sign. They are very entertaining and inventive in bed. Expect to learn new things. Most Aquarian’s are very impatient, so they like sex to be fast and very satisfying.

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so my beach think it through plan didnt go as to plan as planned. its freaking freezing at the beach! also when a 60 year man invites you back to his bush cabin for coffee and cumforting you know youve gone wrong somewhere cuz that was NOT part of the plan lmfao luckily sandy turned up outa the blue so he left eventually haha i read a quote not long ago, sumin about, its a shame that politeness and friendliness in society today is so rare, it is mistaken for flirtation. … true